My palms grow clammy as I pace the length of the hallway, a tumult of emotions warring inside me. In a few hours, I’ll be standing at the altar, pledging my eternal devotion to Maeve in front of God and our families. I’ve followed the orderly path laid out for me at the promise of fulfillment.
Not only is our family taking on more territory than ever before, we’ve almost got the upper hand over Alek Vasilyev. There’s nothing a man could want otherwise in my position.
So why does the thought of this marriage fill me with dread?
When I open the door to my room, my breath hitches at the sight of her—raven hair cascading over pale, flawless skin and icy blue eyes glinting with wicked amusement. She’s sin and temptation embodied; this stranger. She leans on one of the bed posters for a moment, her lips pursed in a sexy way. “Callahan Burke,” she drawls my name from her lips, and I’m hypnotized by the sound of her voice.
“What’s the meaning of this, then?” I question immediately, my hand going to my gun, tucked into its holster.
“I’ve been waiting for you, Callahan,” she purrs, sauntering towards me. Every line of her lithe body screams danger, yet I find myself rooted in place, captivated by her audacity. “Oisin didn’t tell me you were so…” she pauses. Her eyes scan up and down me for a moment before she truly looks at me.
I swallow hard, a flash of heat pooling in my groin. Sex has only ever been a weapon to be wielded in my competent hands. Succumbing to my inner base desires is not on the menu. The only reason I’ve indulged Maeve is simply to keep her happy and off my back.
I’ve never strayed from Maeve, but this woman awakens a primal hunger in me I can barely restrain. She makes me acutely aware that I do not enjoy sex with the woman I’m about to marry, and suddenly the question of what more could be out there blooms between us.
Maeve is attractive, and our chemistry is enough to get me going.
But this?
This need feels raw.
Oisin has several kids with different women, all because he can’t keep it in his pants. This is something I don’t get because I’ve never felt the need to be so fucking irresponsible. Sanity has always prevailed. I’ve always worn this like a badge of honor, the ability to control myself…
The woman standing in front of me?
She tears that badge to shreds.
“Who are ye’?” My voice emerges as a low rasp. I clear my throat, willing away the dryness.
A Cheshire grin spreads across her red lips as she crowds into my space, trailing a finger down my chest. “Does it matter?”
I clench my jaw, my knuckles whitening at the effort to still my hands; to not reach for her.
No one touches me. Not even Maeve. She knows I detest any single display of affection and fears the instant recoil. So, why don’t I recoil now? Why do I allow this woman to not only touch me but crowd into my precious personal space? Not only that, I lean into her touch.
WHY?
Because this woman’s touch ignites a blaze inside me.
“It does if ye’ expect to leave this room alive,” I retort.
She laughs, a smoky sound that curls around my senses. “Threatening your wedding gift? Not very gracious of you.” Her palm slides lower, sending a jolt of electricity through me. “Oisin sent me, thinking you just might need an early gift.”
“He sent ye’ then?” I ask, raising an eyebrow.
It sounds like Oisin, though.
She hovers slightly closer, and my veins burn with the blood pumping through me viciously. This woman gives a rise to my cock that I can’t control.
Fuck.
This is what I get for restraining myself.
Cullen always joked that if I didn’t let the beast feed once in a while I would eventually just implode and loose total control. Is this what that feels like?
I suck in a sharp breath. This is wrong. I’m getting married today, goddammit.
Yet, I’m helpless against this insidious attraction clawing at my insides.
“Interested?” she whispers, her fingertips grazing my cheek for a moment.
Again, I don’t flinch when she touches me. Instead, I let the heat of her touch burn my skin. A flurry of fire feels like it’s coursing through my veins, and I am ragingly hard.
Who is this woman, and why do I feel like she threatens to undo everything I’ve built?
I stare down at her, warring with myself. “What game are ye’ playing?”
“No games.” She rises on her tiptoes, breath feathering over my lips. “Just a chance for you to satisfy your deepest desires before you willingly tie yourself down to an empty life.” The venom in her words stings and I tense up, ready to defend myself. But she sees right through me, her piercing gaze cutting through every facade I’ve built.
I stiffen at her implication. “Ye’ know nothing about my relationship.”
“Don’t I?” She arches a delicate brow. “The tension rolling off you in waves speaks volumes. You’re afraid of the path you’re about to embark on. You crave an escape.” Her palm slides over my chest, leaving flames in its wake. “I can give you that escape… if only for a short time. You think you know what you want,” she taunts, her hand sliding down my chest like a brand leaving behind a trail of fire. “But deep down, you’re yearning for something else… something wild and reckless.” She leans in even closer, our bodies almost touching.
Who is she to me? No one. She’s just a means to satiate this sudden hunger.
A small gasp escapes her lips when I finally pull her against me, grabbing both her arms roughly. I crush my mouth to hers, swallowing her gasp. She tastes of sin and salvation, and I drown in the dizzying sensation, all rationale fleeing.
Her hands snake up my chest, tangling in my hair, as she deepens the kiss. A growl rumbles in my chest at her boldness, at how she matches me stroke for stroke. She throws herself into the kiss as I grip her waist hard, pressing her against me like I’ll never let go.
Maeve.
I break away with a gasp, chest heaving. This is madness. “Ye’ should go.” I stare at a spot over her shoulder, afraid to meet her gaze. Afraid she’ll see the truth I’m struggling to deny. “Now.”
I rake a hand through my hair, gripped by panic. In a matter of minutes, my entire world is upended.
Maeve. I’m meant to marry Maeve today. The woman I chose to stand by my side to rule this empire with me. Guilt claws at my insides, but beneath it lies a darker emotion. Excitement. The memory of that kiss plays on loop; her taste and scent lingering. I can still feel the imprint of her hands on my chest, the press of her body against mine. That rush of feeling overshadows any guilt I feel for betraying Maeve.
Christ, what’s wrong with me?
I’ve never wanted a woman like this before, never felt this kind of raw hunger.
My body is alight with a very primal urge to pin her down and roughly fuck her until she begs me to drain my balls inside her.
I’ve never fucking had these thoughts before… this weakness…
Not until today.
Not until her.
“Can you deny that you want me?” she asks, blinking innocently. The way her lower lip juts out slightly and her eyes widen makes me want to give her the answer I know she craves.
I should lie.
But I can’t.
I’m desperate to lose myself in her again, consequences be damned. This woman is a disease, infecting my blood, and I crave the delirium.
“Do you really want me to leave?” She asks innocently.
“I’ve never cheated on Maeve, and I don’t intend to now,” I tell her.
“But you want to,” her gaze bores into mine, seeing too much. “You’re hesitating. Why are you marrying her if you don’t want to? You say no, but you’re still holding onto me.”
Her question hits me like a blow to the chest. I resent her for voicing the truth I don’t want to face. “It’s none of yer concern.”
“Isn’t it? You can lie to yourself, Callahan, but not to me. I see the truth in your eyes. You don’t love her,” she whispers.
“And what would ye know of love?” I snap.
A bitter smile curves her lips. “More than you, it seems. Marrying for duty instead of desire always ends in heartbreak.” Her eyes gleam with mockery and challenge. “Are you man enough to admit the truth, or will you hide behind the pretense of what’s expected?”
“Watch yer tongue,” I warn as anger boils in my veins. How dare she question me?
She’s so close her scent is drugging my senses. “Or what? Will you punish me for speaking the truth you’re too cowardly to face?”
She’s goading me, I realize, deliberately provoking my temper. And damned if it’s not working.
“Get out,” I snarl. “Before I do something, I regret.”
“Not until you admit why you’re really marrying Maeve.” Her eyes flash, icy blue flames. “Say it, Callahan. The truth.”
The truth. I stare at her mutely, loathing and longing warring within me. How did she worm her way under my skin so quickly?
I know then, with stark and sudden clarity, that this woman will be my undoing.
“Ye have no right to question me. No right to judge.” my voice burns with venom and desire at the same time, almost like a rumble.
She doesn’t even flinch. “And you have no right to lie to yourself. To betray the woman you claim to love.”
“Love has nothing to do with it,” I snarl.
It’s suddenly all too clear that I’ve revealed my cards.
Duty. Honor. Responsibility. The bedrock of my world, now crumbling beneath this woman’s assault.
“Coward. What’s the motive in arranging a marriage without love? Just for business then? Maybe just because you want to further your empire?” She asks. Then she steps away from me, out of my grasp, contempt etched into every line of her face. “You’re marrying out of obligation, not love. When are you going to stop lying to yourself and everyone around you?”
She’s wedged herself under my skin, exposing raw and bloody truths I don’t want to face. “Get out. Now.”
“Not until you admit the truth.” Her eyes gleam like cut sapphires. “You’re afraid to face what you really want. What Callahan truly wants.”
What I want. The words echo through my mind as I stare at her. This woman, who entered my life like a whirlwind, chaos in her wake.
I want her.
In a way I’ve wanted no one before.
The realization guts me, laying my deepest fears bare.
“Well?” she demands softly. “Have I finally pierced that thick skull of yours?”
I surge forward and crush my mouth to hers, pulling her against me with a violent jolt.
She stiffens against me for a heartbeat, then melts into the kiss with a moan. Her lips part, an invitation I eagerly accept. I plunge my tongue into her mouth, tasting defiance and desire.
This mystery woman’s lips melt against mine and I can feel her pushing my jacket down my arms. With one swift move, I dump the jacket. Then I grip her waist and pin her down against the bed, without hesitation. The hem of her dress immediately rises around her thighs as her legs wrap around my waist. I can’t help but press my hips against hers, rubbing the outline of my cock against her panties.
Her gasp is one of the most satisfying sounds I’ve ever heard. A shocked sound laced with desire, and beyond that, the hum of a moan that permeates my brain. In one split second, my brain has formed a memory that I will never be able to forget.
This moment will forever haunt me like a plague.
The sweet taste of her lips combines with the sour, as something leaves me breathless. For a moment, I have no idea what’s actually happened and I’m gasping.
A sharp pain lances through my side. I jerk back with a hiss, glancing down to find a knife hilt protruding from under my ribcage. Crimson blossoms across my white shirt, dripping onto the bed between us. My blood is everywhere, including on her,
My gaze lifts to find her regarding me with cold satisfaction. All traces of passion wiped away. “You should have listened to me, Callahan.” She twists the knife before yanking it free.
Betrayal agonizes the scream that erupts from my lips. It’s not the blinding pain that hits me, but the shock of the moment. The way everything I was feeling has evaporated. I mourn for those few moments as I stagger back.
When I clutch my wound my hands are coated in blood. She pushes me back, and I stagger backwards off the bed, landing on the floor with a thud as I grunt in pain.. The metallic scent of blood fills my senses as I watch her stride across the room.
“Callahan!” Cullen, my younger brother, calls through the door, pounding on it. “Are you ok!”
She glares at the door before she takes her knife and bounds towards the window, ready to make a daring escape.
“If only you’d been smarter, Callahan,” A grim promise lingers in her tone. “Take this as a message- the Alotti family will rise. You may have been able to finish Alessia, but you will never rid yourself of me.”
Novalie Alotti. It dawns on me quickly who she is. I didn’t recognize her without the blonde hair.
The haze of desire and fascination evaporates, leaving behind a bitterness that coats my tongue. How could I have been so foolish? So blind?
She played me like a damned fiddle, preying on my doubts and weaknesses. I fell for her act hook, line and sinker, too distracted by her beauty and boldness to see the predator lurking beneath.
My fists clench at my sides, knuckles straining against the skin. If I ever see her again, I’ll wrap my hands around that swan-like neck and squeeze until the life leaves her eyes.
I release a sharp breath, wincing at the spike of pain the action elicits. No, violence won’t undo the damage. But when she comes for me again, as I’m sure she will, I’ll be ready.
I won’t underestimate her again.
“Callahan!” Cullen screams, trying to wrench open the door.
She must’ve locked it.
Novalie has marked me in more ways than one. I press a hand to my wounded side, feeling the lifeblood seep between my fingers. And yet, I can’t bring myself to hate her. If anything, I admire her audacity. Her ruthlessness.
Nova gives me one final wink before she disappears out the window, disappearing into the park as Cullen finally busts the door open.
“Help!” he calls down the hall. “Get help! Callahan! Callahan are you okay?”
Cullen is shaking me but I’m too far removed from reality to respond.
I’ve finally met my match.
The thought brings a pained smile to my lips as darkness crowds the edges of my vision. Through the dimming haze, a single promise takes shape: I will find Novalie Alotti again.
The room blurs and spins around me, shadows lengthening as my breaths come in short, ragged gasps.
One thing is clear: she’s dangerous. Ruthless, cunning, and unafraid to shed blood. Qualities I respect, if not for the fact she nearly took my life. I’ve made enemies. That much is true. Rivals and traitors alike would celebrate my demise. Yet none have dared attack so boldly, and with such flair.
Before darkness claims me, a single thought surfaces: Novalie Alotti’s lips.